A raw, soul-baring memoir, this book chronicles Paula Robbins' harrowing yet redemptive journey from addiction, abuse, and generational trauma to clarity, connection, and spiritual awakening. With unflinching honesty and insight that only healing can bring, the author reflects on a childhood marked by chaos, the brutal grip of substances, and the transformative power of community and grace. Central to the book's message are the Four Pillars of Connection—guiding principles that illuminate a path forward for anyone struggling with addiction, disconnection, or despair.  With vulnerability, courage, and profound compassion, Paula invites readers to witness not only what it takes to heal, but what it truly means to live.